IMG_4936Yesterday afternoon, I spent a little too much time reading blog posts that were mostly about “reaching toward the better version of me”.

Since I’m in a bit of a transition mode, working on building a consulting business, I’ve been reading a lot of books, articles and blog posts about all of the things I should be doing, could be doing, MUST be doing and would be a fool if I’m NOT doing in order to grow a business, be creative, market myself, blah, blah, blah.

At some point, I reached the breaking point.  Enough, I thought. ENOUGH. I am exhausting myself with all of the gaps in my understanding and the weakness in my efforts.  I am reading about everyone else’s ideas of how to reach my goals, and suddenly I don’t know for sure what my goals ARE anymore. I am comparing myself to way too many people’s ideas of successful living, and I am almost always coming up lacking.

I turned off the computer, walked away, and went for a nap.  It was the best thing I could have done.

Sometimes you just have to stop all the efforts toward self-improvement, and just realize that you are enough. Sometimes contentment is less about “being who you were meant to be” or “reaching for the stars” and more about “being who you are and accepting that as enough”.

And that’s why I’m going to stop this post with this paragraph, because it is enough.  I could try to be wise and witty and say things that inspire you, but that’s not where I’m at today. Today I’m busy playing, resting, eating, and just letting enough be enough.

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